Jun. 21st, 2004

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My first shift at Lampron's is on Saturday, so I'm moving to Mom's Friday. This also means that my Internet access should continue to be fairly regular. I hope. Though I'm still not sure where they're putting me, since they gave my room to my little stepsister after I moved out last fall. I mean, fair enough, how were they to know that my little failure self would have to come back?

I'm not looking for sympathy here and I'm not trying to make with the showoffy melodrama. And heaven only knows why I feel the need to make this disclaimer, since I am the only person I know who never vents on her journal and remains eternally upbeat, goofy, and fangirly on it. And I certainly don't think that everyone I know is showoffy and meoldramatic! I just have very exacting double standards for how I'm allowed to behave versus how other people should behave. I'm sure my next entry will be back to my usual fangirl fluff, and I don't mind that one bit because that's what I like to use this journal for, but right now I just need to complain a little.

ExpandSo, here's an honest look inside my mind. If you're interested in that sort of thing, pay attention, because it doesn't happen very often. )

I highly doubt I'll do this again for a while. I don't like writing about my problems in my journal. Yes, venting online helps other people. I envy them because when I do it, it makes me feel fucked up and sad for the rest of the day. I guess that's because I have to think about stuff closely before I can write it, and I can't always let my writing go when I'm done with it.

That's all. If you read this, thank you for listening and I love you.

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