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remindmeofthe) wrote2005-11-01 11:47 pm
remindmeofthe) wrote2005-11-01 11:47 pm
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Ugh. I keep having the realization, over and over again, that Theo is gone. One minute I know it perfectly well, and then I'll read a phrase or think of it a little differently or blink at my Theo pin and the shock hits all over again.
STUPID BRAIN ACCEPT IT ALREADY. I really don't need the load of bricks dumped on my head more than once, thanks. Theo is gone Theo is gone Theo is GONE, dammit, let's embrace the knowledge or whatever. I'm not saying move on, just - know it and keep knowing it. Accept it as fact. Quit carrying on like someone fucking died.
STUPID BRAIN ACCEPT IT ALREADY. I really don't need the load of bricks dumped on my head more than once, thanks. Theo is gone Theo is gone Theo is GONE, dammit, let's embrace the knowledge or whatever. I'm not saying move on, just - know it and keep knowing it. Accept it as fact. Quit carrying on like someone fucking died.